Luke Cypher- My boyfriend
Rupert Grint- My ex
Jamie Yeates- The guy who raped me, twice
I can see Oknytt, have all my life, I learned when I was a baby never to let them know we can see them, but things changed. Oknytt are invisible to most people, they are kinda faeries, tree spirits, water spirits and stuff. There are four courts of Oknytt, the summer court, the winter court, the dark court and the high court, there’s a queen and king in the summer court, a queen in the winter court, a king in the dark court, and a queen in the high court. And if one of them dies all hell can break loose, if the summer-queen dies and the king doesn’t find a new human to make his queen before the summer comes it could mean there won’t be any summer…or extremely little summer…and the girl has to be the exact right one, if she’s not she’ll die. They can choose to show themselves to humans, but they usually don’t.
I wrote a letter to Rupert Grint, he loved it and just had to get to know me, and he did. We became a couple, I thought all was good for a year, then I found out he’d been cheating on me with Emma Watson. I was so pissed, but somehow forgave him. He took me to a HP-cast meet and greet, I met Dan, Evanna and Tom, they were great, they all signed my Deathly Hallows book, Tom even gave me his number, he’s a close friend now, as are Evanna, Dan is a friend too. And Jamie Yeates (It kills me to say his name, still hurts, still fresh in my memory) was there too, I met him…..But believe me, that’s something I wish I had never. He raped me, slapped me really hard many times and punched me in my stomach twice. I felt so horrible after it. It took a while before Rupert could touch me again. Rupert proposed, I was really happy, but at that point I still thought he was good, and that I could be happy with him, that we would have a good life, but that was about to change, fast. Then Jamie found me again, he simply sneaked in the house when I was sleeping in the sofa, Rupert was away at a meeting, we had forgotten to lock the doors. He put tape over my mouth, took the rest of my clothes off, tied my hands behind my back and tied my legs together. I woke up when he slapped me, pretty hard, but by that time it was too late for me to do anything, he blindfolded me and raped me again, but didn’t pull out and came inside me. It made me pregnant, that fucking bastard. It was killing mine and Rupert’s relationship, we fought a lot about that. It wasn’t a normal baby, it was a Logan (= Devils offspring), it couldn’t be killed. Rupert wanted me to give it up for adoption or something, I could never do that because I didn’t want anyone else to get this curse, at least WE knew what we were faced with, but the others wouldn’t. I told him that if he really couldn’t do this he should just kill me, for everyone’s sake, if he left me I would have died either way. But he said he couldn’t ‘cuz that would be more hell than having to deal with Logan. When we really found out I was pregnant it hurted me a lot, I locked myself in the bathroom, crying. It was hard on Rupert that I shut him out, he drank A LOT. When I saw it we got in a fight, he said to me, and I quote, “Why would I ever be with a good for nothing fan” , “You’re nothing”, “It was a mistake being with you”, and then he slapped me REALLY hard, made me fall to the floor, and right before he left he said, “Good for nothing bitch”. And for some weird reason I thought it was my fault, that I deserved it, which I know I didn’t, but I was messed up, for a long time, he broke me, but also saved me. He broke me/hurted me, saved me, broke me, saved me, broke me, and so on. This is from the best site I found when I searched for information about the Logan “Swhaliabi tribe: All the women gave birth to Logans (Devils offspring) as long as The white man lived in the village, as soon as he left, they stopped giving birth to Logans too. The Logans were hurting the women from the day they were conceived to the day the women finally got to die. They often tried to kill their mothers, and when they were born they’d come after the “fake” fathers too. They could never be fully killed, for they are immortals. They’d leave a long line of destruction behind them. Even just one Logan can destroy a whole city in the time of a week. They always made the mothers very ill while they were inside. And they’d do anything in their power to break up the mother and the “father”. They are just simply hateful beings! This is not to be taken lightly or be considered a joke! This is the reality for many!“. Logan was hurting me all the time, we found some herbs and stuff that would ease it. I met his parents too. He had really horrible mood swings, it was killing me. He was an ass, then he’d be really sweet and kind to make up for the bad. He’s called me a bitch many times. He cheated on me again, I found the video of it online when I got home from Luke’s house. Apparently Rupert had gotten high and drunk and had an orgy with like 4 girls. I was so fucking pissed off at him. And somehow he got mad at me for being mad at him and called me a bitch again, said “And maybe me and you were never meant to happen either, bitch”. When I look back at it all, it seems like he loved my body far more than me, that he was just a horny boy, I’m not saying I was complaining about all the sex and stuff we did, not at all, if that was all then maybe I would still be with him, but no, there was so much more to the lying cheating bastard that he was/is.
Luke and I’ve been searching for Jamie over a week, he’s a hard devil to find. But we HAVE to find him before he finds out about Logan. I seriously love Luke. I look over at him, he’s still searching, he’s been doing that since the morning, it’s not afternoon. He’s so focused, it’s fascinating to watch. He knows I’m watching him, I see it on the grin that’s on his lips, even if he tries to hide it, it’s still there. I get up and goes over to him, I put my arms around him and kisses his head. “Can’t you take a break now, please babe” I say. He slowly turns to me and pulls me down in his lap, “For you? Always” he replies. I grin at him and run my hand through his hair “Good” I says and gently kisses his nose. “I love you so much babe” I say. He grins and pecks my lips “I love you so much too Love” he replies. I smiles and leans my forehead against his, takes a deep breath and whispers “How did it go? Have you found anything yet?”. He slowly shakes his head and replies “I think it’s time to talk to them, don’t you?”. I nod “Yeah, you’re right….I’m sorry, we should have done it long ago, I was just too scared to let them know we knew about them…”. He looks at me seriously and moves my face gently away from his, so he is able to look me in the eyes, “It is nothing to be sorry about, it is in our nature to hide it, it’s what we’ve learned since we were little babies, we were never to tell them we knew about them, you are only doing what’s natural for you…I’ve done the same, I could have pushed you more, I should have…But I too was scared…Of course we’re scared, this will change our lives forever, but it needs to be done…We both know that” he says. I see the love and understanding in his eyes, I nods slowly and hugs him tightly, “What about Logan?”. He looks at me a while, the silence filling the room, an uncomfortable silence building, I worry about his answer, but his eyes show nothing but love, and what’s that other thing, I focus on it and then it hits me, it’s happiness, I don’t understand why, but it relaxes me, “I did however find something about that” he says. My eyes widen, I’m staring at him, not sure what he means, I can’t say anything, so he goes on “I found a way to kill it”, my jaw drops, I can’t believe what I’m hearing, “It’s worked a few times”. I’m finally able to say something, or more like stutter, “H-h-ow-w?” I ask. He chuckles softly at my reaction and speechlessness, “Making love, over and over again, multiple times, multiple orgasms”. First I think it’s a joke, I mean, come on, making love? Seriously? How is THAT supposed to kill it. He sees my doubt and goes on, “It’s the love part that kills it, you said parts of this yourself, back when you were with Rupert, it left you alone when he was around, it felt the love. Love is the keyword when it comes to the Logan, Love is what will kill it. The Logan does not know Love, nor is it comfortable with it, in fact it despises Love, hence the trying to break you and Rupert up. The Logans despise stretches so far that it will die by being exposed to it more long term, as it would by making love several times in a row”. I don’t know what to say, I kiss him happily, he kisses me back the same way, I gently pulls away, “I love you, like I’ve never loved before” I says, as it is the truth. He smiles lovingly at me, my heart melts at that smile and the intense love I see in his eyes, “I never thought I’d find love like this, I’ve always loved you, since the first day I laid eyes on you” he says, I know it’s the truth, I hear it in his voice. “Take me upstairs and make love to me babe” I says and shoots him a dazzling smile. “Gladly, wouldn’t dream of anything else” he replies, he gets up, carrying me upstairs to our bedroom where we make love for hours, as we’re about to finish the last time a light spread in the room, I look at him as we both finish at the same time, the light “explodes”, the whole room is lit up by a bright light that seems to be coming from everywhere, it’s shifting in all kinds of colours, it is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen, it is a true wonder of the world. But this is no ordinary light. When I regain some of my sense I realize what it means, I see Luke smiling widely at me, he already knows what I now know. I starts laughing joyfully, “It’s dead, the Logan is dead”, I state. He nods and reply joyfully “Yes, it’s dead”, still with a wide smile on his lips, he’s laughing too. I pull his face to me and kisses him like never before, letting all my relieve, joy, happiness and love into the kiss. He kisses me back the same way, it’s the best kiss I have ever experienced. After a while he gently break it, “You need to eat”. I shake my head, but he insist, I see no point in arguing with him and nods, “Okay babe”. He smiles, “Good girl”. I laugh, “I’m not a dog, you know”. He laughs loudly, “Of course not, a dog would do what I wanted right away”. I laugh loudly, “Hey! You love my stubbornness, that I’m stubborn as a mule”, I stick my tongue out. He bites it gently and whispers “So no matter what you’re an animal?”, I see him trying to hold back the laughter. I laugh, “Hmm….In the bedroom, yes”, grins cheeky. He laughs, “Yes, of course”, he pulls me in to a hug, “So…Food…Let me make you something special, please?”. I smiles at him “Of course babe”. He smiles and gets out of the bed, looks at me laying there, “Stay there please?”. I simply nod, I think he knows I will sneak down and surprise him after a while, I smile at him and whispers “Go ahead babe”. He pecks my lips and goes downstairs. After 15 min I sneak downstairs but doesn’t see him in the kitchen, food is puttering on the stove, it confuses me, but I know how he works, I think about how to fool him, I cover myself in chocolate and sits on the counter and as I thought he sees me and can’t help it but leave his hiding and come to me, he grins cheeky, “What a dirty, naughty girl you are” he says. I giggle, “I am?” I says a bit childish. He nods and goes straight to licking all the chocolate off, I think he really liked all around and on my pussy, and my boobs. He goes back to cooking, I sit on the counter watching him cook. He’s still naked, and it’s quite the view if you ask me. His kind, sweet eyes. His perfectly shaped eyebrows. His small and perfect nose. His cute ears. His jaw, that is very visible. His smooth, soft lips. His wild hair. His wide shoulder. His big manly hands. His muscular legs. Those tight abs, 6-pack. That firm, tight ass. And of course his big, thick cock, oh how I love his cock. He’s very fit. He’s the perfect man. No, wait, he’s a god, disguised as a man, I giggle at that thought. He turns and looks at me, “What’s so funny?”, he smiles lovingly. I giggle more, “Nothing”. “Mhm…”, he doesn’t believe me, he shoots a killer smile at me. I giggle more, whispers “I swear…god”. He laughs as he understands my line of thinking, and goes back to cooking. I jump down, goes behind him, gently puts my hands on his ass, he chuckles, I slowly moves my hands to his chest, stroking down to his abs, and lower, gently touching his cock, not to distract him from cooking. He smiles, picks me up and puts me on the counter again and whispers “This is not the time to play, it’s food-time now”. I laugh loudly, “Sorry babe”. He chuckles and goes back to cooking.
The next day we go to the pub with the most Oknytt hang out, we spot Niall hanging out with Aislinn. Niall is the King of the Dark court and Aislinn is the Queen of the Summer court. We go up to them, they immediately know we can see them. After maybe 30 min they are convinced of our good intensions and agree to help us. Niall says he think he knows something, but he has to check his sources. We decide to meet tomorrow at a different pub.
We get there early, the place is crawling with Oknytt, but Niall isn’t there yet. I recognize most of them. There’s Doria, the queen of the Winter court, Seth, Aislinns mate, Gabriel, and a bunch of others. Niall gets there later than we had decided upon, but he has the information we needs. We leave the pub an hour later.
We start packing and planning, we still need to know how to kill him, he’s a devil, I seriously doubt he’ll be easy to kill. We both starts searching again. I find out that you have to make a potion and throw it at him and then drives a stake through his heart.
Two days later we’re ready and go to find Jamie. He’s not hard to find, he left a trail of destruction behind him. I freeze when I see him, Luke takes my hand and whispers comforting in my ear “You can do this, you’re not alone, the Logan is dead, WE killed it”. I smiles at his comforting words and walk up to Jamie. I can tell he heard I got pregnant. He tries to attack me, he charges forward, towards me. Luke steps forward and blasts Jamie with an energy wave. Jamie shoots 10 m back and lands hard on the ground, it’s the perfect opportunity to throw the potion at him, I try to get it out of my pocket but I can’t find it, I forgot it in my jacket by the car, I rush there, time is very limited, I fable with the zipper to the pocket. Stops and takes a deep breath, I can’t do it right if I stress. I then am able to open the zipper and get the small bottle out, I run back to Luke and Jamie, Luke has his foot on Jamie to be sure Jamie doesn’t get up. I almost fall, Luke is by my side before I can realize it, we hurry over to Jamie, I pour the potion all over Jamie, most in his mouth as it said I should. I freezes and looks terrified as Jamie’s body begin to shake and change shape, I have never seen his devil look before, I’ve always sensed it underneath, but never actually seen it, and I’m really glad for that, it’s a truly terrifying view. Luke remains calm, trying to calm me too, but I am unable to do anything but stare in true horror. Luke takes the stake and drives it forcefully through Jamie’s heart, the shaking stops, his eyes shuts and his body goes back to a more human look. I keep staring, Luke turns me away from it and to himself, I look into his eyes and he into mine, he doesn’t have to say anything, nor do I, we both know it. He pecks my lips gently and whispers against my lips, “I love you”. I smile and whispers against his, “I love you too”, I pull away a bit from him and says “Together we did”. He smiles and says “As I told you we would”. I smiles widely at him, takes his hand and we goes back to the car and drives home.
A week after we get back Luke proposes to me. 1 months after that we get married, I am now Mrs Caroline Cypher. 2 months later I’m pregnant with our first baby, it’s a girl. We have 3 kids, Kira Mona was our first daughter, Nicko Draco first son and Jenna Luna our second daughter. They are lovely kids, totally perfect. And Luke is an amazing father and a wonderful husband. And Caroline is a wonderful mother and wife. Hey! I’m the one writing! Haha, he took my laptop. Kira was born 20th July 2017, Nicko 11th October 2020 and Jenna 5th February 2024. Me and Luke are really happy and I can honestly say I’ve never been happier. I’ve had many last names, Nilsson-Ranta, Blomqvist, but this is my favourite, Cypher.
Rupert is still with Emma, I’m not surprised, she’s what he needs, a whore, it sounds rude and bitchy, but I don’t mean it in that way. He can be himself around her, and she play ball with him. She doesn’t have as high hopes and wishes as I did and do. They are married, but their relationship is more just playing around.
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